My personal drafts.

 So what am I supposed to do next given the circumstances?  I don't have access to a vast network of friends with creative skills.  We'll eventually work at a most likely a 9 5 job...  İn remaining time, all I can do is work on my craft...  Guitar, Music, Art...  And  Mind.  CREATE CONTEXT.  Work on these.  All we've been left with is this wasteland and we need to get to heaven on earth.  İf we grow in large numbers making the most of the population, things can change. Rich enlightened people, they're the ones who should and must make children with skills to give to the world. If they were to become the dominant population, world can actually change.  They're trying to get an easy to control herd for themselves making the most of the population. We need to fight back.  Jedi knights are here to create the perfect realm. 

 Annem ve babam benim için ellerinden gelenin en iyisini yaptılar.  Eğer gözlerim daha erken açılsaydı belki sadece kendi gelişimime değil, diğerlerininkini de sağlayabilirdim.  Daha mutlu ve bağlantı da bir hayatım olurdu? Annemler yapabileceklerinin en iyisini yaptılar,  bende öyle...  Ayrıca öbür türlü belki bazı şeyler daha az işlenmiş olurdu benliğime...  Dayanıklılık, Farkındalık.....  Endurance...  "Awareness" that if you don't make sense of the world, and keep being delusional, like saying something like fruits are bad for you, you'll just drive it towards madness.  Do not be fooled by ahrimanic forces.  CREATE CONTEXT.  "Everything's Got a Moral, if Only You Can Find It." 14.07.2026 We also need to remember how to enjoy life to it's fullest again...  I can bear some pain, but I need it that way.